TwitchyJ

It's been a while, around a year, not that anybody reads this - It just felt a bit unfitting that I had my previous entry still flying. As the last post indicated, I felt that I had fallen in love, something that in reflection I can tell with certainty that it was just obsession - something that I have been found guilty of over and over again... I guess I am just on obsessive personality...anything that I like I tend to over-do it.... My fascination with that girl was near worship...perhaps even light worship. When I joined DA I thought perhaps I could perhaps engage in contribution to the cesspool of simply amazing people from all over the

THINGS THAT I THOUGHT WHERE ONLY FOUND IN FICTIONAL STORIES _______________________________________________________________________________________________________ It all started in November, here i was, in a new bloke in a new state knowing nobody at all. Her name is Emma. Now, just so you know, i have never been one to express emotions in any way shape or form, always analysing, giving nothing in return. I've been called cold, sadistic, borderline psychotic and just plain weird. That was me, everything about me. The closest thing that i have ever experienced to what people call "love" is the paternal love that i have experienced after

Borrowed Camera, Borrowed Computer, Borrowed Home, Borrowed Clothes & Stolen WiFi... These are the days of my life. I have recently made the difficult choice to leave my family behind and start my personal quest to make myself into a man and get a career that will support them instead of constantly getting jobs that i despise and cannot commit to. I'm still wondering if i have made the right choice, i miss my daughter everyday and its a pain that i have never felt before in my life letting her go, all that keeps me going is the thought that the ends justify the means...well i hope so at least. I have been exploring the area and have been b